So my vacation is very quickly drawing to a close, and soon I will be back to strange work schedules, train rides, and children who don't understand a word I say. I don't think there will be a change to my workout schedule once I'm back at work. I keep things fairly flexible and only skipped 2 days in the month leading up to my break, both these days being made up for with a double workout the next day. No, my concern is the apathy that seems to be creeping up on me. I admit to feeling like I've already "checked out" of my job. I don't know if this is because I've had such a long break from work, or if I really just don't care anymore.
Curse my burning apathy!
Don't get me wrong Japan is nice, but it's just not for me as a longterm place to live. As a result of my perpetual state of blah I seem to be throwing myself into this whole "get healthy" thing we're doing here. I know this seems like a really great thing to get wrapped up in, but I worry that my fixation/obsession will burnout and I'll just stop.
Side note: I have a REALLY loud neighbour.... I can hear him snore.
I hope this doesn't happen. For the first time I really feel like I'm getting results and changing the way I eat and live my life, but as I've mentioned in previous posts I get bored easily and let's just say I don't do bored well.
So, here's hoping that all this whining becomes moot once I get back to work.
Tara
When you finally, completely, lose all interest in your job, just transpose the first and second letters of the place's name in your mind and it'll suddenly be fun again.
ReplyDeleteI'm not convinced that's going to help me all that much.
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